I am incredibly busy in site right now, and that’s exactly
how its supposed to be. During training they
told us all these things about how your service is going to be. They explain that, at least for agriculture
volunteers, the first few months of service are going to feel slow. Then, most
volunteers move into their own house and things speed up. The first year mark rolls around and
volunteer projects are getting off the ground.
Then, the second year just flies by.
Community members know the volunteer and have more confidence in her,
meaning the second half of the second year is just plain busy.
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| Tereré |
That’s exactly how it went for me.
I drank a LOT of
tereré in the first few months with
EVERYONE. It didn’t fee like I was doing
much, and I worried that I was a “bad” volunteer. But that long community integration time has
been paying off this second year. I’m
glad I did worry to much about doing charlas and tallers (lessons and
workshops) in my first few months, my language wasn’t good enough anyway. The result of waiting, is that now people
KNOW me and are (mostly) willing to listen to me.
There is also something they talked about in training, called
the “emotional rollercoaster.” It talks
about the emotional ups and downs that most volunteers experience. This is the best
link I could find. Basically it breaks down, in
astounding detail, the highs and lows of service. There are several swings in the 10 weeks of
training, then a little peak when you get to site, then a dip as you relies
what exactly your in for for the next two years. It goes up again as you settle into life in
the country. There is a peek at the year mark and a dip directly after; perhaps
a indicating that your pleased with how far you have come in a year, and then
the realization that you have a year left.
Then it evens out for most of the second year. Finally, it dips at 2 to 3 months before your
COS (close of service) date; the time during which you are worrying about the
future, trying to finish up your work, and saying goodbye to the people you
have grown to love and quite likely will never see again.
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| You should all be impressed that I limited my self to just three tree planting photos... |
During training I rolled my eyes and for the most part
ignored these predictions. But I came a
cross the paper detailing these ups and downs about a month ago, and was
absolutely astonished at how accurate they were to my own experience. Apparently they actually know what they are
talking about in training.
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| One of the schools. |
On top of being busy with work in site, there is also the
astounding amount of paperwork necessary to leave Peace Corps. Remember all that paperwork you had to do to
get into Peace Corps, well you have to do almost as much to leave it! I was all set to start applying for jobs
while in-country, but I have decided to just wait until I get back to the
states. The busyness and my oh-so-slow
internet connection, just make it too difficult. Since almost no one in my community knows I
have a computer, they don’t realize that I’m actually working when I’m inside
my house.
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| English Class! |
I finally met my “follow up” this week. For the most part, Peace Corps Paraguay has a
6 year, three volunteer, rotation for any given site. The idea is that there is
a “first time” volunteer, and then two separate “follow-up” volunteers. I was a first time volunteer. I was my
community’s first resident volunteer. My
responsibility was to build a foundation of understanding and good will upon
which follow up volunteers could build, along with continuing any
projects. The fact that my community
wanted another volunteer after me,
and
was viewed by Peace Corps as a good functioning site for one, is
fantastic. I think I got a really good
follow up and I am very hopeful for her and for the community. I absolutely wish her the best (I’m not
saying her name or posting a photo because I haven’t asked her permission). She will have a very different service that I
did (everyone’s service is unique), but I think she and the community will do
great things together!
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| Piña Poty, the Women's Committee. |
I know I started out this post saying how busy I am. But I wrote that several weeks ago, now its
much more tranquillo. I am mostly just
wrapping up my classes and packing up my house… and saying goodbye.
